Thursday, October 29, 2009

Tidur la wahai permaisuri...

Susah nak tidur, susah nak bangun. Itu la 'penyakit' saya, which is now sudah diwarisi oleh Adelia.

Susah betul dia nak tidur. Selagi kita tak tidur, selagi tu la dia tak tidur. Kadang2 kita try masuk tidur awal, macam2 taktik Adelia ni supaya tidak tertidur.

'Mom, I want to read a book for you'.

Dah habih baca buku....

'Mom, your turn to read for me'

Pastu...

'Mom, i want to EAT'.....coz she knows I will let her. Kesian, anak nak makan, mesti la bagi kan.

Pastu...

'Mom, Adelia belum BOSOK gigi'.....(Note : bosok is for gosok). Biasanya berperang kalu nak berus gigi... tak nak tidur punya pasal, rajin plak.

Ended up, saya jugak ler yg takleh tidur sampai kul 3-4 pagi. Yelah, dah terlepas waktu tidur, terus tak boleh tidur. Bukan boleh buat kerja berfaedah pun. Abih2, layan perasaan sampai tertidur.

Then, fikir2, maybe sebab jadual harian dia tak betul. Usually, dia akan tertidur lepas balik kindy, around 5 p.m. Tengah makan pun boleh tertidur. Lepas tu, pukul 7 p.m dia akan terbangun dan kembali aktif. Maybe itu la penyebab dia susah nak tidur.

So, arrange la dengan teacher supaya dia sleep/rest sekejap di kindy. Dekat kindy ni, optional, boleh inform kalau nak minta bagi nap time.

After several days, the teacher said "She is too energetic to sleep" or in other words "Adelia tak nak tidur la kat kindy".

So, camne? I know how hard it is to get her to sleep, so boleh imagine la masalah teachernya.

Last, bagi dia tgk CD sampai tertidur. Walaupun kadang2 masih energetic selepas 2 round CD Madagascar......

Oh Adelia, nanti dah tua2 mcm mummy, baru la Adelia tau betapa bestnya kalau boleh tidur lama2.....

zzzzzzzzzzz.............

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Fever...fever....

During one Raya celebration, I was so 'proud' of myself when I can fit into my baju kebaya. Especially because it is a kebaya that I wore in 2005 for my wedding reception. My husband said that I am getting thinner. I don't know because I don't care much about my weight. I eat as usual. In fact I consider my diet as unhealthy because I love junk foods.

"Losing weight despite normal food intake (and even increasing appetite)". Well, macam best kan? No no no....please don't wish for this. Sebabnya, that is one of the symptoms of a health problem that I am currently being diagnosed of.

I have been feeling weak for almost 2 months. Difficulty to sleep at night. Vomit almost every morning. Can't do much work because of headache. Tangan shaky2. Slalu balik awal dan ponteng. I thought nothing is wrong and probably it is because of the weather. Then, one Monday, I can't stand the vomitting anymore. My husband brought me to the clinic. My temperature was too high. I was given IV fluids. Bloods were taken for test.

The result of the blood test indicates that I am diagnosed with "Grave's Disease", which is not a serious disease, but has been the reason I suffer all this while. Alhamdulillah, now that I got the right medication, I can 'function' per normal? Hope so. Hope so.